Well I had my say and said what I wanted without being shssed or having my words changed or deleted.
I was sincere and never called anyone bad names or used foul language. I think that everyone knows who and what they are inside unless they are missing an important piece of Human Character...like a Conscience. There seems to be a lot of people with this flaw today and you never know when you are talking with one. They look like anyone one else, you can't SEE mental illness.
Some people change or lose their moral values in the course of their lives...mostly because they have been hurt by love or lost love. They try to replace that feeling of love with sex, drugs, or things. Buying videos for yourself is not love, smoking, eating, drinking...not love. You must love yourself before anyone can love you.
It's a shame that the person in my story just can't live his life instead of dying to live. There are so many good reasons to live and be happy. If you are not happy with your life it is so easy to change it.
If you put your life out in the public view be aware that you are opening a door for anyone to walk in. If you post a diary of everything you do you are putting yourself out there to be judged and criticized. If you are hearing the same thing over and over maybe it's YOU and not them.
